Dillon. Thirteen Thirty Five

Wednesday, 7 January 2015

あけましておめでとう。

2015年 あけましておめでとう!今年の願いは、これからすべてがうまく行きますように。


私ね、実は、マジ小さいから運があまりよくないのです。それ、周り人は大体みんな知っています。
特に2013と2014年は最低でした。でも、2013年の六月から九月までの三ヶ月ぐらいは以外だったねw
で、本当に!本当に、去年より今年をもっと楽しみにしたいです。

そして、今日LUCKY DRAWで欲しかったのWoodyさんを取ってると希望がちょっと戻ってきました。うれしい



Happy New Year.
絶対、今年は違うだと信じています。
絶対、今年はうまく行くと信じています。
絶対、今年はいい年だと信じています。
絶対、今年から幸せになります。大切な人と。大事なことで。



最後に、高校同窓との新年会は楽しかった。ありがとうございました。また会うね^^









Sunday, 17 August 2014

总觉得现在正是我的进化期。

中五时,有位从小就认识的朋友给我分析了我的蜕变过程。

幼儿园到小学三年级,
我是个乖到不行,害羞到不行,总是静静地坐着,跟任何人都不敢说话,每次休息课自个儿坐在一个角落吃着妈妈给做的便当的小家伙。(注:我并不寂寞哦)

四年级到六年级,
我第一次交了好朋友,有了自己的圈子,变成了开朗的女孩,淑女型。

中一到中三,
由于经历了小学时期好朋友的背叛,我变成了没办法信任他人,厌恶人类。虽然因为班组任的关系,和班上的同学们打成了一片, 可是总没办法放开自己,和大家保持固定的距离,变成了独来独往的一匹狼。而且嘴巴和态度也变得比较直接,可能伤了人。不过这些可能也是因为有加上中二病,还学了跆拳道,总是要耍酷什么的吧。男人婆型

中四,中五,a-level 和 大学一年,
因为被班上的同学和跆拳道的同伴感动到,感受到了友情,又开始敞开了心房。 这段时期和朋友的交集最主动,最频率,最幸福。
再加上本身找到了自己的兴趣:漫画,美术,摇滚音乐; 生活变得多姿多彩,像是找到了自己。
大概这四年里,我活得算是个积极活跃的人吧,也是我最大胆,最怪胎的时候。

大学二年到五年,
这四年呢,是我的痛苦期。被建筑学,感情问题,社交问题,友情问题,心灵问题,全部一一压着我。我挣扎得快死了,也迷失了自己的方向。我变成了空壳,是个悲愤交集的个体。每一到了有空暇的时间,我做的事情都只拼命地想找回以前的自己的感觉。
不过,这几年里,我经历的(包括旅行),看到的,听到的,学到的 真的很多。一切都深深影响了我对很多事情今后的观念与态度。

现在,
今天我听着the xx 的playlist,翻阅着more之类的服装/时尚杂志。发现最近像是很多东西又换着了口味和心情。
例如说,
- 开始厌倦了执著了多过八年的alternative rock, metal rock 之类的音乐,感觉倾向了indie,eletro,soul之类的音乐,有时不肯接受自己这样的变化,所以一直逼自己听metal rock.很别扭
- 开始想变得更成熟,比较有气质的打扮。因为之前的口味太重了,现在几乎感觉需要把整个衣柜里的东西换完,可是没钱。所以,现在依然逼着自己穿着。感觉不是很舒服。。。
-开始想要了平平淡淡的生活
-开始对于保养,自然的东西,生活杂物知识之类的感到很感兴趣。就是那种给生活提高品质,优雅度感觉的东西
- 开始想要更细心的选择朋友或是信任的人

这是好事是坏事我不懂。不过,感觉有点茫然。可能还没找到自己的平衡点。找到时,希望自己可以变成一个平静,有感谢心的人。


Wednesday, 6 August 2014

シンプルライフ?


今日、youtubeで愛菜ちゃんのことを知りました。
この子はすごい感動させるドラマに出て、有名になりました。
めちゃ可愛いー! 
なんか自分も「娘がほしいー!」気がするw

人生がちっと迷っています。どうやって幸せになりますか?
やりたいことはなんですか?もうわからない。でも、今やってることは間違えたと思います。
このまま、ただ家族と一緒に居たいと思います。
人間と人間の楽しさを感じてほしいだけです。
勉強とか、仕事とか、このまま、本当に構わないのさ
そう思えると、もっとシンプルな人生を作りたいです。
たとえば、結婚して、毎日楽しい会社で8時から5時まで働いて、子供を作って、家族を守ります。
それから、主人とラブラブしたり、息子と娘に勉強を教えたり、息子と一緒にギータを習ったり、娘と一緒にスタイリングしたり、家族に美味しいケーキを作ったり、日曜日に皆で遊びに出かけたり、暇な時友人と飲みに行ったり、色々な自主プロジェクトをしたりしたいです。
そうすれば、いいかなと思っていました。

やる気を出せないね

て言うか、子供頃の私、真菜ちゃんと同じぐらい可愛かった?wwww 
えっ?何?今の私全然可愛くない?ブスなの?!知ってるわよ!(泣く)w






何だが、残念事を思い出しました 17114

Sunday, 27 July 2014

Vivian came, we spent and we ate.

Vivian has came up to Glasgow for a visit from Reading for the past two days. Vivian, Cying and  I have been spending the days together catching up wit each other's life.
We thought of doing some shopping but time was limited and Glasgow has been too crowded. The city has been packed with tourists who came for the Commonwealth Games for the past few days. There were lots of sales going on at the same time. Unfortunately I don't feel comfortable shopping in a crowded environment. So, I bought no new clothes.

However, I paid my first visit to L'OCCITANE and did my first purchase of the hand cream and beauty cream under Pivoine Flora Series. The series came with scent of roses, which smells really good. Also to match with the rose toner I bought from Japan which I had just started using recently.

I have heard lots of positive reviews from various people about L'OCCITANE. Even after my purchase, I came across another friend who reassured me that a hand-cream-fanatic friend of hers once testimonied L'OCCITANE to have the best hand cream ever. It made me so happy that I bought it, full of hope for smoother hand/skin *twinkles* lol *applies cream generously* hahaha



So, Basically, for the past two days, the most interesting stuff we had, I would say would be the food we ate.
We ate so much. I did not have the photos of every single food but,yea, foodporn! :D


Friday night at The Sisters, Kelvingrove, Glasgow


Shetland mussels in Thistly cross Scottish Cider with crispy Ayrshire bacon, parsley, garlic & Cream

Ill make it short.Fresh and amazing cream!



Ullapool smoked haddock risotto with creamed leeks and soft poached Corrie Main farm egg

Personally, love this starter. Probably, because of the egg. I love poached egg so much. It surprised me when I poked the egg and the orange-yellow yolk burst out and blend into the leek cream, making such beautiful colors. Haddocks are soft and fresh. Loving the balance of texture, soft and crispy.
However, Vivian and Cying thught that the risotto was over cooked, making it feels almost like rice.
Well, I still love it anyway. The name doesnt really matter to me:D



Wild highland Venison Loin, Arran beetroot & cabbage slaw with a Tayside raspberry balsmic glaze

This is my main course. I would say that the Venison Loin, below my expectation, it was not as juicy or tender as the appearance looked like. It was slightly dry. However,  I like the raspberry balsamic glaze very much. The composition would be perfect together if the loin was tender enough, blending its taste together with the glaze. 


As an overall, The Sisters actually falls below our expectation. However, I appreciate the delication of design in their food. So beautiful! Nonetheless, I would say that the composition of ingredients were really great! If only certain ingredient could be properly controlled in the cooking... But these things could be improved by experience. I would like to try it again someday.


Saturday Brunch with Cying at Kember & Jones, Byres Road, Glasgow


Cying ordered Continental Start with an apple muffin and a scone.
The scone was the softest scone I have ever eaten in my life, so far.
They have a mild,  unique scent of spice to it, which is really nice.


I ordered Bacon Waffle and Maple Syrup. SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!
SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!
All I can say is, SO GOOOODDDDD *hearts*

Such sweetness, makes the day bright. :D
However, it might be too sweet to be eaten everyday. 
I can't actually go further for a second plate.
I was satisfied, 
anyhow. lol


Saturday Dinner at Anatolia, Hope Street, Glasgow

A turkish restaurant.
Sorry, I did not take much photo for this restaurant. Because...I wasnt so interested...
Somehow, food with lots of spice and creams around does not suit to my liking.
But, this main course I ordered, Dolma, is a stuffed aubergine with rice. Yea.
I struggled eating this, but, it doesnt mean their food was bad.haha
Cying, Vivian and Wling ordered marinated lamb cubes or something similar. Those were superb. 
I was just unlucky.orz


After that, we proceed to the CUP, Glasgow for a little bit of drink.
Cying and Vivian each ordered a mojito.
I asked the bartender for recommendation as I am a total noob.lol
She actually recommended mojitos to me as well. Then, I remembered in the past, I always get recommmendations from friends, who always those like,.. 'girls tend to like this alot' bla bla bla..but I have never liked them after I tried it. So I ended up ordering the unrecommended gin-cocktail, The Martinez. lol 
Da Dang!

Looks like Rising Sun , with a red cherry at the bottom of the glass.
Love it. 
The bitterness, but comes with a little bit of sweetness to it. 
The scent was abit sweet too. It did make me felt calm down, like the smell of lavender.
So, Apparently, I am not a girl. hahah
 I tend to enjoy drinking drinks which are stronger and slightly more bitter.


 We ended our second day with a little bit of chitchat, accompanied with bottles of sparkling juice-like wine.lol


And, I have not been doing anything productive for three days, including work and japanese study or anything. sigh
But, it was really great to be able to talk to my friends and having some sleepovers after so many years.
Even though they talked so much about medicine and pharmacy...lol, expected, when a doctor and a pharmacist meets. Though I didn't understand all those scientific terms, but I was glad they were patient enough to explain it to me when I was confused. Probably I asked alot of amateur questions..lol! It was interesting anyway to hear about things you don't know about. It makes you feel distant from your friend at some point, but at the same time, you will find it amazing to realize how everyone is specializing in something different from each another.:)


Some selfies to end. hahaha

Me and Cying. I straightened her hair! :D
By the way, I really, really, really, think that my face is looking older and older nowadays...starting to look like auntie..., really.
I wanna cry... why why why whyyyyyyy

And, yea, I don't know why, but yes, we did not take any photo with Vivian.lol why????!!
Sorry, vivian. Because you left us. :P

Also, I am actually trying to get back my long fringe, because I wanna look like Avril.ahhahaha
But, maybe because of that I look more auntie?? I don't know.
Maybe I should go back to short fringe and act cute.lol
But no, lets see how it goes... 


Maybe cause I havnt been wearing colour lens for long time, or maybe cause Cohei showed so much hatred towards colour lens.. recently, I somehow felt more comfortable with my look without lenses. But it has became a totally different feeling from what I used to seek.

Cheers.




Tuesday, 22 July 2014

ようやく

最近の日本語勉強は面白いです。
いつも分からない事がようやく分かりました。
覚えべき物がたくさんなったんだ
だが、興奮になったんだw

Recently, my japanese study has been interesting.
Things that I have not been able to understand have slowly came to understanding.
Things that I need to remember became more and more
However, I became excited about it.

Monday, 21 July 2014

Nail Care Debut

I always felt envious about other girls who have long and slender fingers and beautiful nails.
I do have a little bit of fetish on hands.
 So, I have always been embarrassed about my own hand.
 So ugly.
 Until yesterday i decided to make a difference. 
I can't change the shape of my fingers that I was born with.
 So, I finally picked up some nail reshapers and stuffs. I also bought this complete care extra moisturising 4-in-1 nail treatment, hoping it would give it more healthier look.
Apparently it comes with Avocado Oil, Okoume Extract, Soy & Silk Protein, Minerals and wheat...
I know nothing about nails...But this sounds very healthy to me...
aha...haha... orz


Not sure if it works. It looks exactly like the usual transparent nail color coating...
 But, so glad I started fixing my nails!
 I should have done this earlier (*ノノ)キャッ
 Not perfect, but so much better. it looks smoother and shinier now.
 ☆゚'・:*:・。,ヽ(・∀・)人(・∀・)ノ ,。・:*:・゚'☆


By the way, I have moved in into a new place Last Friday. Currently living with a couple, yee yee & fong fong. I will be living in their living room for two months, as Glasgow rent is really high around this time due to Commenwealth, also because my schedule for future has not been decided.
So thankful of them and also Ying Ying for helping me out in the house moving that day. I thought I could do it alone but... I guessed I overestimated myself. lol

Saturday, 12 July 2014

ダンス出発!

今日人生に初めて踊ってみた。
Today I tried to dance for the first time in my life.


Youtube で初心者向けチュートリアルから習っている。
I am learning it from youtube tutorials for beginners.


ヒップホップです。
It's Hip Hop.







さらに、興味できゃりーのインベーダインベーダを練習していますw
In addition, I am practising Kyary's Invader Invader's Dance moves out of interest. lol






初めてからちょっと難しかった。楽しかっただけどね☆
It was my first time, so it was somehow difficult. But I had fun☆


中学校からいつもダンスをやりたいと思っていた。
I have always though of learning to dance since high school.


やっと、今後悔しないのためもスポーツのためにも、ダンスを始めました。
Finally, In order not to regret later on, also for sports, I started to dance.


これからもダンスを習います。
I will continue to learn dancing this day onwards.